Fox Cradle

stalker skill : level up!

2012-01-26T02:27:00.000-08:00

so today's Kutsuwada-san birthday, she's one of my favorite Madomagi artist that makes me love Homura x Mami-san pair ////
Happy Birthday Kutsuwada-san!
....and i just knew about it yesterday. So all that i can do is to give her something that she likes--
and of course it's HomuMami--
and I speed draw a fanart.

Yay! \o/
and she replied me back! /////////
..........i must be sound really creepy.
.....
..
anyway! you should-- ah pardon me, you MUST check her page at pixiv. Totally worth your time. if it isn't? that's your problem AHAHAHAH-- just kidding. no really, just check it on Pixiv.
i might update preparation before HelloFest 8 after i got the test print~
please look forward to it!

HAPPY NEW YEAR and oh it's HomuMami fanbook!

2012-01-22T08:53:00.000-08:00

Hello and Happy New Year everyone!
i'm late for....22 days. orz
sorry for that.

anyway, I already finish HomuMami winter fanbook, Lovely Winter, that will be sold at HelloFest 8, Jakarta, Indonesia. \o/
it's 24 pages long and will be published in English, though it isn't proof-read yet. I will fix the script in online order though. The price is 20k IDR, it won't cost much for your wallet haha the online order price might be a bit more expensive, but not too much, so don't worry.
The online order won't come with bonus, but i might change my mind~
that's all for now, need to prepare other things as well.
see you!

lalala christmas lalalala

2011-12-23T15:18:00.000-08:00

7 more days before 2012!tonight is Christmas night! wohooo~ \o/.......and then i remember all of my debt. nice way to destroy the mood.i keep procrastinating too ;_________;what should i do... .____. *sigh*

and please have some Hakua and Nozomi for H-game Yamiyo ni Odore o/My perverseness has getting worse orz i need to clean up my brain ;___;
But I still love Hakua-san!
and Nozomi too!

not 'The Best H-game EVAH' though, too simple and the battle is..meh. Maybe it because i'm too lazy. Oh, and it's not like i can read moon-rune, i'm using ITH to understand a bit of its story .___.
....another age-gap romance, and i love type of character like Hakua so...
why can I biased with eroge characters!? ;___;
anyway, should go now.
see you in...uh..new year?

Winter Project!

2011-12-14T17:13:00.000-08:00

Working days!
I'm trying to forget whatever grades i got this semester since they're suck a lot. I know that it's my fault but fact still hurts. anyway, i've been doing another homumami fanbook. Yes, another. So now, I'm working on 2 books simultaneously, and some commission too. I'm a slow worker so I need to break a leg doing all of these things on time.
Hope i can manage it in time.
and also! for those whose residents are in Jakarta, I probably will go there around 3-5 February =D what for? oh, I'm going to go there since there will be a quite big event, Hellofest, on February 4th. Blue Muffin are planning to open a booth alongside others group at there, and we also get something to sell!
yes, winter-project madomagi fanbook will be sold there =D
because of some reasons Glei's and mine will be sold separately~ but that's not a problem, of course.
Not only that, we will also plan to sell some poster and pins. So if you have time, please come over to our booth! we will enjoy your company!

other than that, i've been posting some fanarts at pixiv, if you have time, please come and visit my page =D one of them is Horizon's fanart! weeeeee been hooked up with this series~

I can't get whatever its story, but now at least i can enjoy it~ HNGGGGGH KIMI-NEESAMA rabu rabu yo //shot and also Futayo! she's kind of dense but nvm! i still like her, since she's my favorite characters~ uh-oh gotta go now~see ya!

Nerooooooo raburabu

2011-11-23T04:01:00.001-08:00

Nero y u so cuuuuteee

so obsessed with Fate series now ;~: I even dump Shirokoi just to play Fate/Extra, something that rarely happens , even though Shirokoi is a pure yuri game (for which i try to save money for PSP or PSvita) but Fate/Extra is more...idk, fun? i don't have to read kanji and all, and Fate/Extra itself is dripping with subtext....wait, it's not even subtext, it's purely GL game D: with some BL added in haha

and Neroooooo hahahahahaha my cute little Nero ;~;

damn kid, she's a lot shorter compared to Arturia. I thought she's just a middle schooler or something.

People should make more F/E fanart ;___; i mean, come on...it's a bit boring game but the story is really good, with some angst mixed in ;____;

........

oh right. i should do assignments.

heeeeeegh

2011-11-17T19:12:00.001-08:00

.....well now i stuck at campus...

i do bring some gadgets to play with, but i prefer

to be at home. Should today we have no assistance with my prof, i might as well sleep until noon /sigh/

so many assignments to do so little time. and the deadlines are tight too. i dont even have spare time to do doujins tooo......what should i do... .__.

huh....

...let's just do them without thinking. yep.

Last month-- for 3rd semester o/

2011-11-06T15:20:00.000-08:00

Random piccu! <3 /shot

....right.

i have to go to campus at 7 actually, and here I am, updating blog. Can't be helped, this blog hasn't been updated for more than 2 months.... i should have been more concerned about stuff around here ._____. Things happen, friends, jobs, and some *damned* assigments. I know it's just another excuses, but i really get my hands full at times. Like now. Nevertheless, things never get out of my hands, so basically it's not chaotic month-- which it is for some people. Last month for this semester y'know? Lots of assignments with strict deadlines are to expected...and activities outside campus start to have yearly evaluation. It's good thing i haven't tore my head off.

and I should talk to my clients as well. Gotta finish those commissions orz

pray for my luck, i need to finish doujin too around December....since i change the story board, i have to redo everything~ .......which is not good. Not good at all. I might use old storyboards for future project, just..when the times come. lol.

--ack

should go now, see ya guys~ :3

Madomagi doujinshi [again]

2011-08-20T01:21:00.000-07:00

yep, you've read it, another Madomagi doujin!
you can order my other finished doujinshi HERE

I hope you dont get bored guys, cuz i probably will stick with this fandom long enough to spawn some doujinshi UvU

Since focus of the older one is about Homura and Goddess!Madoka, then this one is about Homura and Tomoe Mami. Yep.
what's so sudden change in OTP, you ask?
no, no, no, now it's not a 'sudden' change. I really like them, like, reaaaaally like. I love them as much as I love HomuMado. They are both my OTP! ....errr, probably it's not fit to be said in that way. Then it's MTP! [Multiple True Pairing]

finally...it's HomuMami!

.....
..........
.............ehem. anyway!
it's about them, and a bit more...uh, romantic than before. I must admit, it's better than before. Not that i dislike HomuMado now, no! it's just, you know....ah, screw it. I learn to make a better doujinshi from experience, although i'm not sure myself *sad laugh*

I really do hope it can be enjoyed by readers soon fufufu my friend and i decided to publish it locally [printed and mainly sold in Indonesia, but the language is still in English], but we also consider outside buyers~ just in case they are interested.
It will be around 20 pages or maybe more, just for my story. For the whole book, you can expect 40 page <3 nice, isn't it? we haven't decided the prices, but we promise to make it as affordable as possible.

okay, time to continue works.
bye guys~

heloooooooooo

2011-07-14T18:41:00.000-07:00

ha, been a few month since i last updated this stuff >___< sory~~ i dont think i'll be this forgetful~ but anyway now i'm here and talk about.....uh, stuff XD still making a madomagi doujinshi, in which i need to finish around this month. And it's already July 15th. lfeaslejaslfj SOMEONE PLZ STOP DA TIME /lesigh. it must because i get too interested in idol stuff.yeah......what?okay, okay, i really mean it, i've been interested lately with AKB48 and SKE48 stuff, yay me~~ /dies. blame someone for making me like this kind of stuff *stare to Toge* shipping idols...just what happen with my brain lately....anyway! i hope everyone's doing okay, i'm doing well too, even though with tight deadline and i have to really re-organize most of the activities i attend during this semester holiday.More piccu!

MAJISUKA GAKUEN AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA JURINA LOOKING COOL IN THERE /dies
not the best show i ever watch, but it's still nice...so bad it's good show, kind of thing. :')
well gotta go and finish doujins....
see ya!

LOOOOOLLLLL idk i'm getting stresful

2011-02-23T23:30:00.000-08:00

no crazy obsession like before, since i'm busy with college and work...and it's getting on my nerves, i didn't know that working can be this difficult (;w;) oh well...
i hope my migrain isn't acting up again, i hate it when it comes, like i can't think for a whole day otl
maybe this stresful week will distract me long enough from madomagi lol~
i need to think seriously since 4 days from now, college will start.
uuhhh....
i want my holiday back...

anyho more Kyoko Sayaka goodness~

I made a doujin when i was sick 2 days ago btw, lol a doodle one, but at least some people say they can read it~ so here we go Madomagi doujinshi -feat Kyoko Sayaka [R-18] << yes, it's R-18...not really if you ask me since the drawing is horribleeeeeeeeeee as shit. you can go LoL at it otl
will go hiatus at DA, kinda bored at there so i need some times to refresh my mind~ like hellooooo i can't! i mean with works and college..how can i?
...
...
sorry, another rant...
uhh gotta go~
see ya~

HOMUMADOOOOOOOOO~~ (caution : this post contains hazardous fangirling)

2011-02-14T00:18:00.000-08:00

HOMU-- oh hey :') *cough* sorry, i guess it's kind of embarrassing getting caught in the act, eh? ehm, anyway, i'm just in the heap of shipping Homura and Madoka. These two are really giving me 'something' lol. But since this show is really dark to begin with, i become quite sceptical that these lovebirds can survive...i hope if they really kill them off, at least do it in memorable way....not in Mami's death kind of way :') *is cryig her heart out remembering Mami's death* but in romantic way or something...Gen-san should give the fans a mercy ;w; with 'their' song, Kimi to Futari de (it's ClariS but since the album stars Homura and Madoka illustration...well, my goggle reads it as their song lol) everthing's just turn into romantic way, the lyric is...lol awesome XD I WANT TO MAKE A DOUJIN OF THESE TWO AFTER THE SHOW IS OVER. I MUST.

like a mentor-student relationship..eh? /dies

......and damned to hell the official art. why Ume-sensei, whyyyy?????? why you have to tease me with this kind of official art?! why?!
Homura-chan is sure my fave type of character~ that's why i keep sticking myself with this show...because there are these two >w<

2011-02-07T09:02:00.000-08:00

Nice day to update something lol
I'm so happy, really really happy and i don't know how to say it~~~~~
is getting excited with madomagi (Puella Magi Madoka Magica, btw), with HomuHomu and Mado-chan ;w; they are the beeeeest~ and of course mai waifu, Mami-san! no, she's not gonna get paired with anyone...she's mine!:'D <- is having delusion ....also Fujieda-sensei followed me back at Pixiv.....i'm so happy that i'm grinning at 8 a.m till now. seriously. i have no idea why he did that lol. it must be a mistake ;w;
....
....
....but i'm thankful, still :'D
also simple sketch of madomagi~ HomuMado <3

...........a bit of a rush and proportion fail OTL

I'm being too obsessed

2011-01-15T23:28:00.000-08:00

...on getting daily rank at Pixiv.
thanks God, it doesn't (or haven't?) drive me crazy, but getting rookie rank isn't satisfy me enough. I DO happy and thankful, but still i feel...dissapointed.
Me and my obsession. A perfect title for a novel.
huh.
what makes me want to headbanged myself is that i'm getting antsy of getting a PSP lol. okay I can't lol on that one cuz i have to make money by myself to buy it. I can't do part time, only have time to work at home...so what do i do? write a book.
voila! you get a trashy story lol.
this is the one which drive me nuts.
Another damned obsession.
Hinagi and her obsession. Gladfuly I never have to write my own bio, ha.

still in the mood of practicing background bla bla. At this point, sometimes i regret being accepted in Architectural, i want to become an illustrator...but i want to become an architect too!
just can't make up my mind, lol.

I need tips to draw. I don't know what. just tips. anything.
after completly robbed Iradukai's tutorial, i begin to study each step but can't understand it cuz it's in japanese...that's why i need some tips to continue my drawing...
...
man, i'm so pathetic .___.

2011 -Life goes on-

2011-01-10T04:12:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year?
okay i know i'm late for 10 ten days for saying this.
so new year, new resolutions, new struggle...life can never get easier, eh?
i just really hopeless with commissions, although i get some but...i need more money *sigh*

i'll have semester holiday 'till March, will save some money for Koloni manga and do webcomic too :'D

Panty-chan and Stocking-chan (without Garterbelt)

a new year WIP yay~~~
/slapped with a hammer *cough* not really a new year picture though, i just make Miku and Luka little chibi with some random bunneh .___. will post that one later~
FANSERVICE FTW btw *A*
...changing coloring again..i just don't get the 'right' one yet, last coloring was more pale than this
aaaaaaahhhh helllppp meeeee with choosing coloring style D:

PASWG fanart, i thought FLCL was the weirdest anime i've ever seen, then this one came.

Gainax, you're such a damned mind-screwer.

but the soundtract's really cool though, love them...with some exceptions on some tracks.

idk, perhaps will do a step by step later.

maybe.

マトリョシカ

2010-10-11T18:17:00.000-07:00

djaldjfaiejfie I love this song, so addictive :Dマトリョシカ　by Hatsune Miku and Gumi
this song remind of Hatobashira Alice, though i don't think this song is as emo as the later. Maaan I don't know why i get so worked up about this song XD ...and suddenly made a fanart of it

Uaaaah I need more Matroyoskha fanarts! ;w;

Character Sheet - Cheri

2010-09-23T01:12:00.000-07:00

.........College is fun and tiring at the same time lol
everyday is a homework day, no day without at least 3 homeworks piling up in my tiny room. at leat i'm still alive and enjoying much of it XD

yaaaaay second chara sheet~ >w< Cheriiii chaaaaan cute little moussi XD oh so loli....well Jerry IS small, so of course since i design her after Jerry little mouse, she indeed has a small body...and she's a college student too D: aaaaaaand finally I make a proper title for my little daily project web-comic,
トモ　と　チェリ　－Love for My Enemy－

hope i can finish this one ;w;

Character Sheet - Tomo

2010-09-05T22:06:00.000-07:00

....Somehow i re-watch Tom and Jerry episodes, and suddenly some ideas come into mind

what if I draw human!Tom and Jerry?
that's sure an old idea, some people have done that in the past.

hmm right, how about gender bent them?
that's a BRILLIANT IDEA!

what if it is an NSFW story? turn those comedic episodes into ones!?
what are you, sick?

Okay, let's make it NOW! XD
.................truly sick. Should call a doctor ASAP.

so, the journey to make a stable series (unlike some of my old-past-OC-stories) begin! :D

Tomo-chan~<3

first chara-sheet is Tomo >w< from Tom -> girl!Tom -> Tomo #lame.jpg Eeh, some ask me to draw Uke-er Tomo, but no please ~~iluvsemetommore~~ ahahahahahah /slapped. Actually i'd also include a CV (Character Voice) name, I wish Tomo is voiced by Shizuka Itou ;w; She looks like an
eroge character or something ;w; at least she looks tsundere and that's more than enough XD
hmng...not sure about the clothes, they are seem off. I want to draw her with a simple style, not too tomboyish or too girly...and honestly I FAIL hard OTL

will draw Cherry next, then woman!Spike XD

Fasting Month (+ chara design)

2010-08-10T22:51:00.000-07:00

Today is the first day of fasting month for Moeslim, and it will end around September. Although i'm not a Moeslim, it is a must for respecting them by not eating in front of them. It's a good thing that they are still working hard even when they are fasting, it give me motivation to do the same thing, if not harder^^ Good luck friends! i'll be praying for you XD
...and i must stop spamming some of my friends with my artworks/doodles...i just don't want them abort their fasting by looking at my artworks....lol those things are just plain _ero bad =w=u

On the other story, i'm trying to design a female rangda in human form, yay! the design isn't so grand, far from what i hope ;A; i might revise it later...

Rangda...she doesn't look scary ;A;

About Rangda, she's a demon queen of the leyaks in Bali. A child-eating demon, who leads an army of evil withces against the force of good will, Barong.
if you want to know more, you can click the links below :
Rangda
Barong
Bali - Local Mythology
Leyak

I have an afterthought for designing Barong next, but eh...barong is a king....making Barong as a young, healthy girl like Rangda will cause a ruckus lol maybe i'll just genderbent him =w=d
It is also a practice for 'underpainting' method, I'm not familiar with it (Omar Doga's color in Street Fighter inspire me...he's just that great...), but i'll try my best! maan...i have to use photoshop for main coloring again ;A; *is forgeting how to use it*

Moody-tastic (...is it even a word?)

2010-08-07T08:00:00.000-07:00

Oh my,
my mood has been changed drastically in only a day :( somehow i want to punch someone's face...eh but no one's willing to give his/her face to be punched, lol.
Also, since I have no urgent things to do and basically i still have a month for holiday (oh please 5 MONTHS of holiday, my body is rooting now...OTL) before i go to college, practicing on coloring is a must. Although, the results aren't changed to better ones from day to day, but eh, this is that prevent me from getting insane haha~

Thanks to that, my mind have gone to somewhat-innocent to oh-my-gawd-it's-a-dirty-old-man OTL just great...
click 'read more' and you'll find out OTL

see?
SEEEEEE!?
...told ya

...no Shion, it's not hot around here...it's absolutely cold...and i get a flu because of it...
and I haven't read D.K Ching's book, Architecture : Form, Space, and Order, more than 25 pages OTL
that thing sure full of philosophy...
*is waiting for K-ON season 2 eps 19*

Simple Changes + WIP

2010-08-05T22:21:00.000-07:00

Finally I change the layout...not really a good layout, but at least now it looks better (or so i think)
Some people might throw me stones after saw the banner...honestly i don't even know japanesse that much ahaha it just that that quote came out from nowhere and since i like it, i decided to put it on the banner (>w<)

anyway, today i make a Fatal Frame fanart~ <3 great thing cuz i loveeee TECMO girls (aside from fatal frame, there's DOA...oh maybe i'm just that pervert ahaha)

...the background is so lame btw, you might die laughing -__-
Mayu's face is rather...uncute eh....I try to make her cute ;A;

Updating (again lol)

2010-08-04T23:01:00.000-07:00

eh, somehow i almost forgot about my own blog ;A;

about changing template blah blah blah maybe later, soon i'll fill this thing up with useless doodle lol :'D
sorry bout that XD you aren't following me for my useless crap, yet i give you one /throw author into the bottom of pacific
just don't expect something epic in this ahahaha

see you soon then XD

Hello~ quick update

2010-02-12T04:00:00.000-08:00

I've been in a hiatus, long enough to be called hibernation ^^;
just wanna check if my wording machine still working...
anyway, quick update about stuff~
first, school really feels like hell and heaven combined into one place and I'm not happy about it D: I enjoy it though...last examination sure gives some nerves...
second I'm going to open commission again, but haven't advertise it *shrug*
third, gotta change blog's layout for the boringness sake. no really, I just need new scenery to this baby~ just get awesome idea about simple layout just like Setuji-sensei and having more pictures posted regularly~ <3
Forth, just wanna say thanks for everyone who read this junk :'D
see ya~~
*blog is planned to be under desstruction lol*

The Talk Queen End Her Awesome Show + doodles

2009-11-21T16:18:00.000-08:00

and I'm going to cry :'( exactly on 2011 (a year before the end, lol) Oprah Winfrey will end her long-run show, Oprah. I can't even bring myself to watch the episode when she decided to tell it to her fans TT__TT there will be no more an emotional show like that in the future, there will be no motivation moving, inspiring show like that anymore. Hell, when people expect someone will take her throne as the talk queen, no one can, or perhaps, no one is CAPABLE to do that. Oprah show is the embodiment of rich experience and the evolving way of Oprah Winfrey host it, the combination that everyone hardly has. Oprah Effect on the Bottom Line, the news already said that most of the bussiness connected to Oprah will get quite 'unpleasing' effect on their sales. ABC is the most suffering one, perhaps, as the one where the show is aired...I feel sorry for them -___-
Oh gosh, I'm suffering from it too, FOR REAL. I might not be her faithful fans, but Oprah Show still my big favorite show out there...you can say the same thing when every channel in your tv cable only provide about celebrity gossip showｓ (for the God's sake...they can kill your brain's cell)
I appreciate (and try to understad for the very least) Oprah's choice on it. This show has been running for more than few decades and it always brings the viewer new perspectives on seeing things. The show helps people out, it makes the viewer happy..but what about its HOST? the Oprah herself? does she not get tired for leading the same show for that long? sometimes, even great people need take a rest too, perhaps Oprah also needs a rest as much as 'normal' people do.
...if ABC decides to make the show's compilation, i really need to save money to buy it...
on the other topic...

doodles...I will never finish them...ARGH!

God's Gifts always Last Forever :'D

2009-09-26T05:51:00.000-07:00

and that's so true :3
pretty much nice year for my business i guess, some people are asking me for commission^0^ the last one is from germany i think, but it haven't approved by my will-be commissioner though. I really give my high hopes to it :'D no work for free anymore! YAY! *do dance*

Of Lebaran and Dakimakura

2009-09-21T03:26:00.000-07:00

September 18th, 3 days ago was Kei-san birthday! and I missed it!!! DX AWWW freaking damn memory! great...
Kei-san, I'm sorry I can't give you anything...*sob*
...
sory, gotta carried away, haha..<_<;
this holiday's jobs are kinda getting on me...sheesh, I might get some freshly earn money (again) but it's kinda kill me...
but if I can save some money, maybe I can buy THESE!!!

kyaaaa Kei-san~~!! i don't believe that HAL drew her less cuter but A LOT sexier! D: awwww...I want those dakimakura...*sob*
Kei-san...>w<
fuh, I should start doing those delayed illustrations <__<;;
Oh, HAPPY LEBARAN you guys! forgive for every mistakes, faults, and everything that made you sad~ *bow*
Jaaa~~~

New Piece :D

2009-09-02T02:41:00.000-07:00

Wanna try something new...-__-;
er, anyway, I've made a new piece today, pretty much messy but who care?

a new character btw, maiden of fire Makoto. her appearance look maybe looks fiery, but she's one of calm woman, despite her being lose control some condition (call her old hag and you might recieve new life in hell). Chloe seems to dislike her, as she always teasing the maiden of wind mercisely, but beyond that she cares a lot for her. Her age is younger than Chloe since she's 'only' human, compared to the other who much less to be called humans, especially Chloe who is, in nature, an half-elf. To control fire is her speciality, makes her one of the strongest Garmose's gate guardian.

About Those Issues on TV...

2009-08-28T05:25:00.000-07:00

...And it means i'm still alive! :D
anyway, I was seeing another news about oh-so-controversial issues with Malaysia. I must admit, i'm not really that nasionalist, but then again, it just...um, how you said that, crossing the borderline? it feels like they're poking our nerves for good. not to mention the 'Indonesia Raya''s twisted version...Mr. Sanusi's going to blow their heads for sure...ohoho i surely would love to see it :D
but people, don't get highly upset with that, not that i mind, if we are going to encounter it with violences then it never be done in a good way (let's not count the Indonesia's worker got abused by Malaysia's polices...yes people not only 1 police but many...), it also shows that we're lower than them. Counter their meaningless actions by doing more peacefull action like a modern civilization will do, brute only for ancient people, guys. I bet you don't want to be called 'old' huh?
Don't be discouraged, we're Indonesian people. We are live our life full with our own powers. We are smart. We are strong, yet we are kind.
we are indonesian
and we are proud about it
don't let them destroy our pride by their plot, terrorists, culture's being stolen, that twisted version of Indonesia Raya, and those abuse issues.
WE WILL NEVER BE AFRAID
because we are one.
INDONESIA UNITE
and that's that, don't get provoked by them guys (by 'them' means...heh, you must have known...)

I'm Working :D

2009-07-07T00:08:00.001-07:00

just to make sure you don't think i'm goofing around :)

note :
on the left one)
Touhou [(c) ZUN ]'s fanart, testing SAI, a painting program made from Japan
on the center)
Original Character, made for Deviantart's contest, won 3rd place :)
on the right one)
Original Character, made for the contest also, the final result haven't decided but i hope it get 1st or 2nd or 3rd place :)
these aren't the last ones, there are still many and of course i'm too lazy to upload them all .__. the internet is killin' me, so freakin slow...

Sending Document Through DHL, Expensive?

2009-07-06T23:53:00.000-07:00

It's really a question people :(
(like someone will answer my question...)
I need to know the price, since i have a will-be commissioner ask me about it. Of course as a good illustrator, inspecting the price is a must....but? I really shy to even call the DHL's office number D: AAAAHHHH SOMEONE SEND ME ANY DHL'S BROCHURE OR ITS STAFF OR SOMETHING!!!! or no, i'll lost my customer D:

so yep, know i open for commission, and someone already bought some :) nice, yes? but of course if you want to, you can contact me :D always open for bussiness people~

Change the content....for real?

2009-06-15T17:54:00.000-07:00

uh huh, that will do it.
what?
I'm just thinking turning back this blog into its original form (huh?what the hell are you saying?) My plan is that this blog full of un-important, un-predictable, un-conditional, and other un-un on the way rant. English only blog (WTH!!?? i thought you say you CAN'T say anything in English!?), since I made this one for my beloved friends on the internet, so I decided to change everything, EVERYTHING. Like, adding gallery? rant more?

Plus, i'll make this blog into art dump, silly tutorial how to draw like a 9-year-old kid, and more. Just, change the content not more :p
Since the blog title is PART OF HINAGI OFFICIAL LIFE, obviously you'll see some part of my life and that is DRAWING. got the idea?
that is my job, that is my hobby, that is the way i enjoy this life :) so you'll expect more drawings in the future >w<
just.dont.vomit.blood.if.you.see.my.drawing.
that's it >w<
See you around!!!!!

Not So Holiday

2009-06-14T03:50:00.000-07:00

Screw everything D:
honestly, why am I using English in the first place? I ain't good at it...not good at all -__-; well, who will give a damn about it?
*cough*
wow, feels like millenia since i last saw everthing here, my buddies keep posting and me just sit and read what they're posting. No good eh? I should have written something here before everyone suspecting something weird. um...topic...topic...topic...ah yes!
Recently, something has caught my attention, guess what? President Candidates of Indonesia! give applause people! /me got thrown by chunk of rubbish/
well, i'm a SBY-Boediono's supporter, but I won't say anything much about them. I just hoping that they'll win the election without have to go on the second round. It's not like that I reaaaaaaally adore them that much, but hey, holding the second round of the election surely will spend a LOT of money, even monkey know about that <___<;
another thing, I just screw up my damn mind, talking about disability on using Photoshop only in 2 weeks DX I swear I practise and spent a lot of freaking time but the result? ...just go "puff" in a second since I grab da cursed school books. AAAAAHHHHH! wanna burn them to hellll!!!! DX
Since it's almost holiday (almost, really. But the teachers keep us from our freedom by keep giving us homeworks. I never had homeworks as many as these ones in my entire life....), I have some plans in my mind right know. Consider it as not a rightful mind, the plans might sound...erm, stupid, but I don't care...
first thing to do, doing Aka/Ao fan book. what is it? it's an illustration book, consist of fan works of Akaiito and Aoishiro, games published by SUCCESS corp. What is Akaiito Aoishiro? google it, silly, I'm not a wikipedia.
second thing to say, doing the game project (read as Tori no Uta -Voice of The Holly Bird). What is it? I'll give some details soon^^
third thing to curse, doing some free jobs from Boss-san =w=
fourth thing must do, sleep. I need a decent sleep.

what happened today....

2009-05-14T08:08:00.000-07:00

By The Holly Cow, I swear it's tiring...
not used to party thingie, really-__-;;
probably those people will post something after this...(glance at Jacob, Kezia, and Hana...) anyway, I want to- wait, why I use english? like I'm not an Indonesian? lol okay-okay Indonesia only....-sigh-
yah beneran deh, wa emang ga biasa acara-acara ginian, cepet capeknya...tapi enak kok (...makanan gratis...lol) thanks ya Mer!
sinopsis acara hari ini....

ada Ktb hari ini jadi pulang agak sorean (Kelompok tulang ba-maksudnya Kelompok Tumbuh Bersama or Kelompok Tukul Bareng :3) yah and bla bla bla, wa akhirna sampe rumah juga...siap-siap buat ultah temen tercinta, Meri. Berbekal lipstik nyokap ( sumpah punya wa uda habis....terpaksa minta...) and pakaian beli dari A** kemarin, wa berangkat menuju lokasi kejadian pukul 6.15. Ika, temen wa dengan sabar menunggu di jalan pramuka...ckckckck
sory ya ka~ nah pas uda sampe, wa turun ni dari mobil...dan tau kenapa? wa baru nyadar rok wa MINI abis....ga mini-mini amat c, cuma pernah ngebayangin badan mirip pamela anderson yang udah kena kecelakaan 5 kali, nambah berat badan 10 kilo macam wa pake rok MINI? yah, demi keselamatan bersama, alangkah lebih baik kalau dilupakan saja...Miss, wa tau kamu ada disana, baca, ngeliat, abis itu ketawa =__=;; liat aja nanti pembalasannya...
acara dimulai dengan nyaman aman dan tentram, cuma wa, Arie, Ika, Ria kudu bersemeja dengan makhluk berinisial J, yang konon ga masuk sekolah tadi cuma buat siap-siap dateng kesini...nah misi mempermalukan makhluk satu inipun dimulai...
waktu pemotongan kue...
Sang bintang utama, Merintha Bella Permatasari, mengundang aa' J buat maju ke depan...
lol
bisa dibayangin kan muka oh-so-innocent dy waktu nerima kue? :3 unforgotten banget deh...yakin seribu yakin....!
yah, setelah kita berempat beserta oknum cewek2 lain yang membentuk koalisi anti J ketawa sampai ga inget tempat saking ga tau malunya, acara dimulai lagi...sebenernya enak acaranya, cuma gara2 terusan sialan itu wa jadi agak gimana~ gitu....
si Arie lagi untung juga, sempet dapet doorprize menarik dari MC na setelah di caci maki di panggung beserta 6 peserta lain...ckckckck cuma buat sebuah ciduk aja, rela harga diri di hancur belurkan begitu...
Han2 ama Kez2 sempet nyanyi juga ke depan :3 hello, Dangdut mas? si Jupe smaga satu ini tetep pede meski didepan mesam-mesem beserta teman senasib~ (photo added soon, abis ci Han2 bolehin wa ngepos foto...
acara foto2 lah, gila-gilaan lah, dan lah-lah yang lain, selesailah acara ini n kita pulang bareng2...lol wa ngantuk jadinya cerita berakhir di sini saja..hiks..
para blogger Pandhawa kayaknya bakal hot news banget buat ini so don't miss them :3
Happy B'day 17th yah Mer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol
photow2

lubang jarum lubang kuburan, sampai jumpa minggu depan!!!!

((tegna, pantun jaman kapan...))

Sumpah, ga penting banget......

2009-04-02T11:39:00.000-07:00

WARNING

isi postingan ini sangatlah tidak penting, dapat menyebabkan diare, muntah darah, dan komplikasi lainnya. Apabila mengalami gangguan mental harap hubungi dokter.
pukul 01.40...
apa yang dilakuin hinagi pas lagi begadang?

1. dengerin musik biar ga takut (gimana ga takut, tadi siang kelas ku aja nonton Ju-On...anjrit dah, udah ku takut ama horor2 macam begituan lagi....Toshio...kenapa kamu mukanya serem banget c!?!?!?!?!?!?!?)
2. buka komputer
3. buka Ms Word...ngetik benda ga jelas (skripku......gosh my oh....)
4. pake internet
5. buka danbooru, siapa tau ada gambar2 'asik' yang baru...('asik'=patut dipertanyakan)
6. donlot manga2 scanlation baru :'D (YEAH JUSTICE!!!!!!!!)
7. donlot lagu2 nya Haruka Shimotsuki (霜月　はるか）(Suaranya mantep banget...bikin nosebleed massal!!! XD)
8. begadang bikin undangan DOC....90 orang....
9. posting di blog
10. click sana sini, yang jelas biar ga ngantuk
11. baca komik
12. inget2 ada pe-er apa ga
13. hidup itu indah :D

Ngeyel > Talenta

2009-03-21T08:34:00.000-07:00

For those who said talent is everything.
shut up and listen.
Sudah berapa lama aku dengar kata-kata macam,"Kamu bakat sih, aku kalau disuruh bikin kayak gitu ya nggak bisa..pasti langsung deh ancur hehehe," ato macam ini,"kan ga semua orang bisa, cuma orang berbakat yang bisa macam kayak gitu...". Jujur, aku sendiri sudah capek dengar orang-orang bilang hal-hal macam itu, terutama kalau aku sendiri yang bilang (yah secara, aku masih cewek bau kencur yang masih suka ngeluh berjam-jam).
Memang talenta itu penting, seperti dalam Matius 25:12-30 (ayo-ayo yang punya alkitab dibuka~), Tuhan Yesus pernah ngendika kalau orang yang tidak bersyukur oleh karena talenta yang diberikan oleh Allah bakal dicampakkan ke dalam kegelapan...lalu bagaimana dengan orang yang dengan BANGGAnya bilang bahwa dia tidak bertalenta? guys, ngga ada di dunia ini orang yang NGGAK bertalenta, dengan kata lain semua orang punya talenta! entah itu dalam hal yang orang yang anggap biasa macam masak (buat aku itu luar biasa, sungguh), dance, ato bahkan cuma main game aja, itu semua bakat!
Meski begitu, orang tidak mungkin berbakat dalam semua hal -you can be anything, but you can't be everything-, dan itulah akar dari segala keluhan menyebalkan yang keluar tiap harinya. Talent is important, but persitance is more than that. Trust me guys, sikap keras kepala mu itu jauh lebih penting daripada cuma sekedar ngandelin yang namanya talenta...coba cek, memangnya cewek yang nulis postingan ini berbakat seni setaraf Da Vinci atau Monet?? jawabannya NGGAK, ngga sama sekali. Nah, trus apa yang buat makhluk satu ini sampai dapet pujian and tawaran (dan terkadang hinaan yang cukup menyakitkan juga...) dari orang lain? persistence, hard work, persistence, pray, pray, pray (ga cukup 3 kali...) latihan sampai muntah darah, kadang sampai ga kenal waktu (kalau yang ini jangan ditiru). Orang bertalenta belum tentu bisa ngalahin orang yang nggak bertalenta, yang tiap harinya diisi oleh perjuangan tiada henti. Bukan berarti kalau kita nggak bertalenta dalam suatu hal bisa menyetop kita dalam melakukan hal itu, yang kamu butuhin yaitu sikap 'ngeyel' yang ngga pernah mau bilang berhenti sebelum berhasil, sikap 'membutuhkan' bantuan tanpa malu-malu buat mengakuinya, dan sikap 'percaya diri' yang di-manage dengan baik. Satu yang paling penting, percaya kalau Tuhan selalu ngasih kekuatan buat ngelakuin hal itu. Masih mau membantah, sambil bermuka sok marah? Masih berkata dalam hati kalau kamu udah pernah ngelakuin hal itu berulang kali tapi tetap aja gagal? berarti kamu kurang salah satu aspek dari yang aku sebutkan diatas. Di cek lagi, apa kamu bener-bener sudah ngeyel, membutuhkan, PD, dan -tentu saja yang paling penting- percaya? atau kamu cuma melakukan salah satu aja? jangan pernah ribut atau cerewet sampai kamu mencoba dan terus mencoba sampai selesai...kalau kamu capek? Minta aja sama Tuhan buat ngasi kamu support, kekuatan, kasih buat semuanya. Aku nggak pernah denger Tuhan mengutuk anak-Nya yang minta belas kasihan...jadi kenapa harus malu-malu dan takut?
semoga Tuhan memberkati.

Menikmati Hidup....

2009-03-19T15:34:00.000-07:00

hari terakhir masuk siang...rasanya jadi ga minat bangun pagi deh buat besok hehehe apa daya sekolah berkata masuk pagi ya semua masuk pagi, jah udah ga bisa ngapa-ngapain lagi kalo pagi wkwkwkwk dinikmati aja~
namanya hidup kudu dinikmati hehhe~
btw busway, postingannya anak-anak pandhawa makin lama makin kacau aja, minus beberapa orang...apa karena UTS sudah mendekat? atau karena emand udah dari sononya kacau? hanya Tuhan dan mereka yang tau :'D
hari ini juga hinagi ada presentasi terakhir buat LIA, urutan terakhir lagi sial...
mau tau isi paper aku kayak gimana?? yang jelas ga ada hubungannya ama pelajaran, yang jelas itu makin ga jelas aja....tau visual novel? kalo ga tau ya ga usah tau aja *dilempar pake sandal sama orang sekampung* :'D
Visual Novel barang langka di indonesia, jarang-jarang ada yang mo buat, makanya hinagi pingin bikinnya...habis penasaran sih~ tenang aja hinagi bukan mau buat visual novel mesum ber-label R-18 a.k.a Adult Only a.k.a Hentai a.k.a 18+ dsb. entar klo udah beneran 17 baru mo bikin wkwkwkwkwkwkwkwk udahan ah, makin lama makin kacau, jadi males...ugh....

Jah, Hinagi males masuk sekolah...

2009-03-16T20:03:00.001-07:00

Masuk...masuk sekolah... ingin rasanya memaki-maki hari indah nan berseri ini...it's such a nice day, why bother? Lol, asep asep, sebel rasanya pingin tiduran lagi di rumah, kemarin tepar gara-gara jaga pendaftaran lomba di smaga bareng ama temen-temen seperjuangan~ udah waktu balik kudu ngipasin yang namanya modem lagi...entar klo sempet langsung hinagi posting de fotona wkwkwk dasar ga penting...
Eniwei, setelah berjam-jam ngipasin modem vodafone ga tau diri itu, akhirnya hinagi bisa nge-donlot file ga penting yang besarnya ngabisin drive C hinagi! D: anjrit dah, untung bisa memuaskan hasrat terpendam wkwkwkwkwkwk~ penasaran ama filenya itu??? Penasaran kan??wkwkwk
Bleh, yang jelas ga buat anak kecil~ *wink wink* *nudge nudge*

Ayo Pada Ngguwak Seni~

2009-03-12T12:08:00.000-07:00

Art Dump Time~!!!!!! (jawa -guwak seni???-)
saking banyak kerjaannya sampe-sampe hinagi gak nyampe akal sehatnya (sejak kapan punya hah???), eniwei busway mau nyombong bentar di post kali ini....yah seperti isi pasal salah satu injil di alkitab (...mulai tobat,bu?) perihal talenta, aku mo dikit memperkenalkan coretan anak kepada anda sekalian xixixixixi yeah, lumayan buat pendingin mata hehehe ;p

((Osanai Syouko - Aoishiro))
......
......
sek sek sek,
udah gambar jelek masih ada tulisan sampel nya!?!?!?!?!?!? wkwkwkwkwk mohon ampun saudara tercinta, aku masih ga rela ni gambar dipanjang, masih cinta mati (...mati aja loe...)wkwkwk versi londonya -If you want this pic just comment right here, kay?- lol, kayak ada yang mau liat gambar kayak bekicot juga....
kabar lain pemirsa sekalian, ditemukan hape SMART milik Hinagi di laci kamarnya, harap yang punya sekarang mengambil sebelum diembat ama orang...
hehehe, aku udah ambil hadiahnya low....yang menang lomba itu lo~ xixixixi lumayan banget, dapet hape gratis :D. trus voucher Indomaret Rp50000 yea~h~~~~~ bisa beli susu beruang 7 biji SIIIIIP~~~~~
trims banget buat teman-teman loenpia ama panitia yah~~~
(btw busway, udah daftar loenpia cuma belum ikut milisnya :D tenang aja, hinagi pasti rock n roll di sana klo uda ada waktu cukup buat -at least- bernapas :D)

What Makes People Live?

2009-03-09T22:11:00.001-07:00

What makes people live?
Hope?
Belief?
Future?
Past?
Lie?
Truth?
Peace?
War?
Revenge?
Repentation?
Trust?
Fate?
Power?
Love?

Nothing can be separated, one as a whole, whole as one; thus the real thing lies in your heart.

Badai Datang Menerpa...

2009-03-03T18:43:00.000-08:00

Di tengah kebahagiaan semu pasti ada titik dimana kenyataan selalu pahit, dirasa dengan lidah bagian apapun bahkan di tambah dengan segala jenis pemanis merek apapun. Toh, yang namanya hidup kalau nggak terasa pahit pastilah namanya bukan 'Kehidupan' tapi 'Kemanisan'. Dan tidak selalu hidup itu pahit...apa hendak dikata, yang namanya hidup selalu dalam status 'tercampur' tak terputus rasa yang satu dengan rasa yang lain. Kadang pahit, kadang manis, kadang pula hambar, bahkan masam. Sungguh unik kan?
Nah, dan kenapa tiba-tiba hinagi bicara ga jelas begini? Soalnya hinagi baru aja mendapat nilai fisika yang bahkan hinagi sendiri ga berani liat. Bisa dibayangin kan betapa bobroknya nilai ipa daku? Ho...sial, entah uda berapa binatang quw sebut bergantian dari Sabang sampai Merauke...pas pelajaran ini, aquw nyontek pula, gimana ga low-life banget? Well, hinagi anggap ini sebagai lesson of life..no need to regret, no need to be fret...hinagi emang bukan cewek pinter ato bertalenta lebih, tapi yang hinagi tau hinagi punya kekuatan buat menghadapi nightmare macam ini.
Doakan ya?

Yes We Can!!

The Hell....O___o;;

2009-03-03T08:20:00.000-08:00

Entah quw mimpi ato emang lagi mengkhayal tingkat tinggi....Hinagi menang lomba persembahan dari Loenpia.net!!!!! Buzzzzz..ga nyangka..blog simpel macam beginian bisa dapet hadiah (...yang emang kayaknya terlalu baik buat blog buruk rupa begini...), tapi apa-kata, kenyataan tak bisa disangkal, yang jelas Hinagi bersyukur banget sama Gusti Yesus bisa dapet kesempatan buat -at least- ikutan lomba ini, apalagi masuk jajaran yang dapet hadiah. Padahal blog yang lain jauh lebih 'wah' daripada punya Hinagi...check these blogs out, will you? Lita's blog ; Mr.Rochman's blog and Mr.Mundi's blog Wah, jadi tambah bersemangat nie buat nulis blog nie...
Tuhan kasih kesempatan, kita bisa menolak atau menerima, semuanya tergantung ama what we gonna do next. Well, yang jelas hinagi mo semakin berusaha mengoptimalkan potensi blog ini (...yah, paling-paling lebih sering curhat kayak ga ada kerjaan). hehehehehe first step, buddy, let's see if hinagi can do more things next time~
Time to have insomniac!(sumpret ga bisa tidur~Zzzzz)

There's no ordinary day, everyday is a new day

Curhat Mode On!!!

2009-03-01T02:55:00.000-08:00

Hari Minggu hari yang menyenangkan~
abis dari gereja langsung les nyetir, untung nggak nabrak siapa-siapa. Coba kalo ada orang mati gara-gara latian nyetir quw yang emang super ngeri bisa-bisa masuk neraka langsung tuh hehehehe...
yah, sakin banyaknya pekerjaan menumpuk sampai-sampai wa sendiri males ngerjainnya tapi tidak meluluhlantakkan semangat buat baca ulang Creo the Crimson Crises~ cumpret nih komik bikin massive nosebleed aja...udah gitu banyak adegan nyerempet-nyerempet pula (maksudnya nyerempet tembok~) hehehe alias 'fluff'. Ga tau fluff? liat google, tanya temen, ato beli kamus Oxford sekalian biar mudeng~ bahasa yang ga gaul-gaul amat c~
Sekarang lagi enak-enak download chapter terakhir Aoishiro~ yang satu ini lebih gila lagi, apalagi gamenya...bener-bener bukan buat anak yang ga bisa baca jepang kayak aquw...secara, bahasanya aja udah jepang =___=|| tapi klo tertarik liat kayak gimana c artwork super Ms. HAL I'll share you some~

hmmm klo aja gambar quw keren kayak gitu...
(depression mode on)

Something that Catch My Thing~

2009-02-28T05:48:00.000-08:00

Hello people~!!!!
second post is here~~~
sama ga pentingnya sama post-post quw yang sebelumnya, tapi minimal buat post kedua ini, hinagi maw bagi-bagi sedikit cerita about DP-mall Mega Bazaar Komputer yang diselenggarain tanggal 25 Februari and berakhir tanggal 1 Maret 2009, tepatnya besok hari Minggu.
Berhubung Hinagi sekolah di SMA 3 yang emang letaknya ga jauh-jauh amat dari DP-mall, ga ada salahnya dong mampir pas hari menyenangkan macam hari Sabtu ini hehehe sekalian ngecengin mas-masnya yang jaga stand...
ehem, anyway, tahun ini DP-mall menggelar bazaar komputer (again) yang isinya lumayan bikin ngiler juga...Masa harga flashdisk K*****on (dilarang sebut merek, bung) 8 giga berkisar 185 ribuan gitu...bah, kalau saja bawa duit lebih...

Nah, selama masa penjelajahan selama 2 jam, hinagi menemukan sesuatu yang beda dari biasanya....bisa menarik perhatian yang cukup banyak dari jejadian rubah macam daku memang cukup sulit, tapi yang satu ini emang bikin penasaran..
apalagi kalau nggak tulisan "Blogger Community" yang lumayan terpampang jelas di stand yang ukurannya cukup gede juga. Yah, sebagai blogger pemula (udah bikin 3 tahun silam tapi tetep berstatus pemula hhehehe), frase tersebut bisa menarik langkah kaki quw buat ngedeketin tuh stand. Biasalah basa-basi sampe bener-bener kerasa basinya, hinagi coba tanya-tanya ama mas-mas yang pada jaga di situ (....kayaknya quw dulu deh yang ditanyain), n ternyata ada komunitas blogger di Semarang, yang namanya cukup unik juga loenpia.net ...berasa Semarang banget nieh~. Kontan aja Hinagi terhenyak seketika, apalagi baru-baru ini dikelas uda kena demam blog semua...jelas berita bagus buat temen-temen juga nih...setelah muter-muter dulu sambil koleksi brosur-brosur buat simpenan di rumah, akhirnya quw memberanikan diri bertanya lebih lanjut tentang blog....
ternyata emang enag juga, diajarin tentang HTML dikit-dikit, kenalan juga (wah, ini yang ditunggu-tunggu...),trus akhirnya daftear buat ikutan lomba yang diadain ama loenpia.net~ Wew, pede juga ya...well,yang penting give it a shot dulu lah~
selain itu, di stand ini mereka juga bikin acara-acara yang keliatannya c seru (secara , quw datangnya aja telat...ya melewatkan kesempatan emas deh...) macam talkshow macam bahas Blog, Kamera, and how to make money via blog...kedengarannya seru kan~? buat yang udah dateng dari awal-awal bersyukur deh, soalnya hinagi udah mulai pingin nie....

Nah yang lebih menarik lagi, disebelah nya ada klub yang juga bikin semua mata tertuju...apalagi kalau nggak Sepeda Onthel Community (SOC)...weew, unik kan? hinagi terakhir liat sepeda kayak gini cuma ada di gudang tua punya nenek, yang notabene udah sekarat punya~ kasian juga tu sepeda. Tapi di stand SOC sepedanya jangan dianggap tua, meski tua masi berjiwa muda bo~
sepedanya terawat, jauh lebi terawat dari sepeda-sepeda quw di rumah yang emang ga pernah di rawat c hehehe seru juga lo liat sepeda-sepeda yang masih kokoh kayak gitu, jadi pingin nyoba naik tapi takutnya malah hinagi ngerusakin tuh sepeda~ biasalah pengrusak masal~
ini pertanda bahwa kita nggak boleh asal ngelupai kenangan masa lalu, karena itu merupakan kekayaan kita sekarang~
Looks so nice yes? meski sempet mati lampu 2 kali tadi tapi tetep aja nih pameran tetep stay cool gitu haha~
That's it for now, next will be told soon~ stay tune~!

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First Post...yes?

2009-02-26T15:40:00.000-08:00

Welcome~!
First post!
8D
*ditimpuk batu*